Your Heart Muscle

Dear You Know Who, "...I'll be giving you the benefit of the doubt and I'm giving you a minute to work it out..." -Peebles What's up and thangs? What's up with life and all? So what's on my mind. Well, I am home relaxing. I saw Violet two times in a row although nothing spectacular happened. She just hugged me and nothing more happened. She is supposedly my play big sister. She makes no effort to even act like one. I tried to tell myself not to come expecting miraculous things to happen, but I did it once again. I have got to learn to control my heart muscle. Maybe I should just forget about it all. Is letting your heart muscle control you so bad? I don't even know!! That's for sure. I gave her the two letters that I wrote her, but I don't think she read them. If she did, she didn't show any signs of having read it. I don't know what I want. Well, I'll check you later. Love ya! Mary